am happy today. haha.
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but when i reached home, i had to accidentally kick this sharp corner, making my feet bleed!
ah, great.

feeling sad for someone.
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and at the same time, i know that it reflects my own fears.

if one day you are to leave me (which i know you will),
what am i to do?

have been thinking about it for the past few days that there are some things that i enjoy doing, even though i get nothing constructive out of it.

and i'm the only person who knows about it all, yet i actually enjoy and am willing to spend time on it.
and not mentioning that everything is so unreal.

i don't understand it sometimes, and i guess neither do you. hahaha.

but nevermind, it's not anything bad anyway.